Scared....

It's funny...for the first time in my life, I'm really happy and content with what I'm doing. Instead of feeling like I'm just floating along in life with no direction or course ahead, I feel like I've chosen what I'm doing, and chosen well. I'm happy here, I like what I'm doing, and, for the first time, I feel like I'm headed somewhere.

The wierd thing is, accompanying that feeling is this intense fear that I'm going to lose it all. I guess it's because I finally have something to lose, but still...I don't like this feeling much.